Where does my heart lie? Where will it take me?
I lay in these warm waters just to drift along the currents. I close my eyes and open my ears to the music of her. I think I’ve forgotten what it means to be still. Yet as I lay to rest I let in these voices to heal, and now I don’t know who I am. Or what I am. Let alone the time and place. I feel like I’m drifting in space.. Beyond this physical incarnation, with no destination. I’m simply here to enjoy this feeling of being. So I take a breath and feel the beat in my chest to allow a wave of contempt to flow over me… Is this how I was meant to be? Floating in life’s waters I feel like the only person in this river is me.. I’m dancing with the currents until they swallow me, but even at the bottom I’m somehow still able to breathe. Maybe its not what it seemed to be. But the perspective from down here underneath is showing me the side not many others see. Even at the depths that seem impossible to survive life has a way of showing us different angles of beauty.