The shadows I can’t escape, it’s entities taking shape
The part of me who’s shade I can’t erase...
I’m here. I’m bare. Allowing a flow of consciousness without control or fear..
In the dark my hidden emotions take shape, and in all of us is a hiding place for negative energies. Whatever we repress will grow, I see it as buried pain or shame watered by fear and anger we don’t show or that we may not know exists in ourselves. I now understand these dark places in ourselves r
Living in the shadow of my own life forces me to discover my own light. No moment will ever be bad nor good all just experiences to aid in my growth & awareness. These shadows are lessons, signs from this Universe telling me to keep going #selfawareness #self #awareness #light #trust #feel #believe
Armadillo skin but a heart made of glass We’re all still so fragile behind the thickest of mask I walk to the edge of darkness just to have my feet turn to stone Why am I so afraid of the unknown? Yet I love the pain that comes with all I’ve been shown #self #love #selfawareness
Grateful for this life and all it seems
Only god truly knows where my road leads
So while I’m swapping seats and growing like trees,
I’ll thank god for every planted seed #selfawareness #self #trust #awareness
Don’t fight this process of life
Through the good the bad
it always ends up right
I know you want to question why or how
And what to do now
But trust this universal force
It’s okay to just be
All the forces created join hands to lift the aspirations you have
It’s what’s natural #awareness #selfawareness #self #trust
Only this foggy full-moon can set me in such a gloom
I go inward when I’m all alone and allow myself to sit in the dark spaces to call these my home
I fall in love with the unknown that comes with the dark
Because even then I somehow find a spark #light #beauty #believe #awareness #self #selfawareness #infinite
Follow the vision that always pops up in your mind. There will be other voices of those closest to us or even voices of our own minds that’ll tell you not to follow for whatever reason, but know and understand these dreams wouldn’t come to you if their wasn’t a way for us to pursue them.
They come from a higher source that knows we already have everything we need, all we have to do is take action. #trust #believe #heart #eyes #awareness #selfawareness #life #self #infinite
I feel what’s coming
Most importantly I see what’s coming
Thank you God
As long as I move with patience
No one and nothing can stop what’s about to unfold #selfawareness #self #trust #heart #believe #feel #life
Here I am procrastinating, denying. Contemplating jumping off the ledge to see if there’s a such thing as flying.
I’m never here when I want to be
Always there or nowhere at all
Choosing for myself what is right and what is wrong
Until the line I’m walking just dissolves
With no line where shall I step?
So many decisions in order to feel like I have control of my life.
So many decisions but no decision is ever wrong or right. It’s just life
I get entangled in thoughts
We all have an idea of perfection
I intend to love the imperfections about myself
But intend becomes try
I try to love the imperfections about myself
When people judge you for those parts of yourself
It’s easy to listen and judge that part too #selfawareness #self #trust
The reality about positive thinking is that it’s not something that stays 24/7 & it isn’t something you can forcefully control. Don’t censor or deny what you feel, we’re all humans that go through changes & “the road to freedom is not through feeling good; it is through feeling true to yourself”.
Discover a way to release that emotional debt we hold on ourselves in order to find your place in the present. #awareness #self #selfawareness #journalentry
I’m driving through midnight
Tears in my eyes
A beautiful feeling is calling;
A longing. A daydream..
So much is out of my control and it feels wonderful because I finally let go.
The universe and her beauty has many blessings to unfold
And there’s no telling which way I may go
But grace is becoming all that I know
I used to wish for your warm body to hold
I used to wish for roses to grow
But now I just close my eyes and let my heart focus on the road #heart #medita
Despite what you may think
I know what’s meant for me
This life is unpredictable
Even when you think you’ve got a grip and can enjoy the ride
The rails vanish, you slip, and you fall right out of the sky
But as I fall I’ll smile wide although there’s a chance that I may die
Because I fell in love with the view from these descending heights
I fell in love with butterflies flying around inside
As I fall to the abyss I’ll just close my eyes
And trust that the universal
The pendulum swings and the justice scale tilts
The sunset continues to set on flowers that wilt
Flowers longing for a drop of water
Much like your thirst for light as you sit in somber
There’s this need, this burning desire in each of us that yearns for connection.
But often this need blinds us from noticing we’re already connected.
Tough circumstances have a way of making us think we’ve been neglected
Tough circumstances have a way of changing us in ways we’ve never
Another sunrise on a bed of poison ivy. Ignite and burn so I can hear you scream silently. Why is such a virus produced inside of me? There’s a solution to everything right? But you seem to be incurable like the rarest form of cancer. I run and hide, pat and dry, why is there no one around me that can see the truth in my eyes? You are too much of a distraction, leading to my demise & interrupting my pride. This riverwater of hatred is starting to rush & rise, becoming an estu
A lot of judgement
A lot of doubts
Pressure continues to pile on
But trust yourself that you’ll make it through
Trust that God will see you through
Trust that the universe will see you through
Just don’t ever stop and doubt yourself
Keep believing in yourself #fear #selfawareness #self #believe #trust #journalentry #patience #infinite