I saw the sun in her eyes
And let the rain pour out of mine
as our love shined its palettes one last time
The sun slowly set,
Just like its warm light, her love slowly left
Now in the dark I struggle to find what I believe in
I guess when a heartbreaks it doesn’t break even #love #self #selfawareness
I got kicked out of where I was..
Those plastic hands threw me into this hollow, vacant hall like their trash.
Now every door I go pass, slams shut before I can even attempt to enter.
The last person slammed it on my fingers as I begged and fought to be let in.
As much as I wanted to sit in agony,
My feet kept going.
I kept going, With my aching hand in hand.
But I got so used to hearing doors slam
I fell in love with the music they created.
Down this long road of a
I’m at peace alone
When I’m on my own
Sometimes even when I’m not home
But I’m able to roam
And listen to the music I want
And vibe without control
Float with no destination or standard code
I feel more like me alone
I feel free alone #self #selfawareness
I make love to her mind
Before I lay hands on her body
They come to me for clarity For enlightenment
For a glimpse of truth
For a glimpse of love And I fulfill every need,
Trim their thorns and plant new seeds.
Influence them to believe,
Give them wings,
Stitch their wounds so they can’t bleed.
They thank me for setting them free,
With new eyes to see.
Then continue on their paths as they leave..
But what about me? #love #self #infinite #
Do you truly feel the sensation in my touch? A sensation that isn’t lust but gives a compelling feeling of trust You now have the ability to create your own stars from dust
Your own dust...
See & feel another perspective
Move with pain and joy as a collective
To get away from a world that moves with the deceptive nature of honest lies
Where does your honesty lie?
Under the thick layers of covers under which you hide
Amidst opinions of society you choose to abide by
She moves with a certain type of attitude. Believes in herself. Buys herself a new purse, new shimmering necklace, new shoes. To show herself gratitude. Filling her own bag and living by her own rule. Nose to the sky as she passes through, Such beauty in her precious smile as she enters every room, Breeze flows through her hair to make every eye illume. But no one can see the pain she’s been through. She hides it all so well.. Before sleep she stares at the gashes before stit
I got lost that night...
The strums of harps filled the room
The night sky filled with auroras we created
As our eyes became paint brushes
We took out a blank canvas
And painted each stroke with the vessels of our hearts.
We got lost that night...
as we painted self portraits
I realized mine was a perfect image of you
And yours was a perfect image of me
Did I lose myself in loving you?
Did you lose yourself in loving me?
Who are we seperately? #love #selfawareness
There's time when I need to just forget the outside world Close my eyes
And focus on me, The inner me
With attention set on things I believe
Things I can achieve
I truly believe that’s anything: Creating the truest form of myself, A world of immeasurable wealth, A world with souls releasing love, A world with awareness that we're all one. A world where I feel happiness in my family & friend's hugs I sit in silence, to study the vibrance of my heartbeat Becoming vulnerable
You enter the room being capable to fill an empty glass with joy, anyone that witnesses that precious smile suddenly lives a life with grace.
But right now.. I see your doubt. Could it be the internal obsession with clout stemming from the media you can’t go a day without?
This addiction has all your attention.
Focused on your mentions you don’t even notice all that you’ve been missing.
Which is all that life has to offer.
You’re all you need. Stop looking at the screen
All we do is hide..
All we do is chase these thoughts..
We find so much joy in chasing these shadows along the ground
Even when there’s no sun around.
Where I’m lost I’m found.
But now so many get lost and don’t want to be found...
Who’s taking up your thoughts throughout the day?
Who’s in control of your thoughts throughout the day?
I hope the answer is you
Because no one else deserves to
No one else knows you
No one else can be you
So why let them?
Think of yo
The thing about poems is they’re only able to emit what I can put in words,
And even then it’s hard to express what I really feel... When I write it’s like I can fly away,
Make all the fake love disintegrate
Write my dreams and escape
Create a world or paint a landscape.
Plus Sometimes I just need a break
From people, from reality
A place where only my soul vibrates.
And I don’t worry about the love I’m tempted to chase
Or the life I want to pace.
Everywhere I look
I consider myself an owl that can see through darkness and disguise. It's a great thing until I become aware that my vision is best at far-sights
Anything too close is unclear to my eyes
But either way even with this vision the truth is hard to unveil..
My feathers are like magnets to those plastic hands that come close and seem so real
Those hands that don’t want anymore than to feel.
When flying at a distance, from my sight, they appeal.
But those hands appear soft &
What if I started following shadows?
I’m following shattered pieces of my past guiding me-
No- escorting me into the darkness
Picking them up, despite the aching gash they create in my palm seems like the only way my heart can harness
The rain that comes because my sunshine went away..
What if I found my place in the darkness? Thinking I belong here because this was the only way, to get away
From the suffering that comes with another cloudy day...
My sunshine, why cou
I came to write today and you were the only thing in my daydream.
Is what I feel is lust?
It’s such a dynamic force
Yet, it isn’t enough to trust.
But that doesn’t stop these visions of us.
Creating constellations, Planning our destinations
I dream of an inseparable force:
One that can fall into an abyss and still find the strength to climb out,
One that allows us to reach the tip of the mountain just to see the landscape touch the clouds.
An inseparable force.
I travel alone in solitude, in silence Surrounded by darkness and starlight I get defensive when I cross paths with the unknown And I don’t allow anyone to join my journey Maybe it’s because I enjoy being alone Maybe it’s the fear I fail to release But on this journey I’m sure to push everyone away. I’m scared of piercing them with this dagger unintentionally Because trust is sometimes the enemy I’m scared of seeing their pain grow from Cupid’s arrow Time and time I tell him
The sun is shining but all I see is clouds
It’s bright outside but dark all around
Why do I dwell in doubt
Worried about the future instead of living in the now
What is this about? #selfawareness #self