Constantly searching for ways to heal
Heal myself and my wounds
Heal without needing to consume any drug, any pill
Heal myself and the deepest depths I try to cover
Heal myself without needing any form of attention to make me feel accepted
Heal myself without needing any form of affection to make me feel complete
Heal myself and learn the name of the demons I conceal.
How can I heal?
When all I’m searching for is someone to have next to me to keep it real. Someone I ca
Midnight walks, night sky talks
I walk alone following these stormy clouds
Wondering what they’re thinking as they’re looking down
Maybe they imagine what it’s like to be walking down here
While I’m imagining what it’s like to be floating up there
The storms passing but the mood stays
Never allow me to forget the beauty hidden in these days
The scented rain mixed in wood grain
Midnight walks ease the pain
Gentle breeze, caressing my cheeks
I feel the divine most when the moo
I feel so much in everyday
Feeling the grass beneath my feet and watching this sunset on display
With this creation I can’t ever look away
I feel like me unfolding to a true version of me
Feeling energy from everything
Noticing things I’ve never seen
Feeling a part of me that has no fear in being free
I guess this is what it feels like to have wings #infinite #meditate #world #sight
The shadows I can’t escape, it’s entities taking shape
The part of me who’s shade I can’t erase...
I’m here. I’m bare. Allowing a flow of consciousness without control or fear..
In the dark my hidden emotions take shape, and in all of us is a hiding place for negative energies. Whatever we repress will grow, I see it as buried pain or shame watered by fear and anger we don’t show or that we may not know exists in ourselves. I now understand these dark places in ourselves r
Only this foggy full-moon can set me in such a gloom
I go inward when I’m all alone and allow myself to sit in the dark spaces to call these my home
I fall in love with the unknown that comes with the dark
Because even then I somehow find a spark #light #beauty #believe #awareness #self #selfawareness #infinite
Follow the vision that always pops up in your mind. There will be other voices of those closest to us or even voices of our own minds that’ll tell you not to follow for whatever reason, but know and understand these dreams wouldn’t come to you if their wasn’t a way for us to pursue them.
They come from a higher source that knows we already have everything we need, all we have to do is take action. #trust #believe #heart #eyes #awareness #selfawareness #life #self #infinite
In the fall I always find joy in long car rides with the windows down during a lukewarm evening.
It’s these moments when my dreads start dancing in the breeze and my nose is filled by Mother Earth’s perfume.
My heart syncs with the rhythm of the Universe and eyes smile for the Sun’s flash.
These are the moments that take me back..
To you in my passenger seat’s lap. Adding vibrancy to my world with your laugh. And seeking adventures with no care for gas. I wonder if those
A lot of judgement
A lot of doubts
Pressure continues to pile on
But trust yourself that you’ll make it through
Trust that God will see you through
Trust that the universe will see you through
Just don’t ever stop and doubt yourself
Keep believing in yourself #fear #selfawareness #self #believe #trust #journalentry #patience #infinite
There’s something about these gloomy days of rain. Maybe some only see darkness and rain. Sorrow with God’s tears that form our pain. But I believe there’s another type of beauty to obtain. A type of beauty so many refrain from seeing. I love these dark days. Because no matter how dark or stormy it gets, my inner light still remains. And it helps me to see the way God waters his creation. I see the beauty in the rain
When it's like this I feel like it’s night during day. I
Another falling leaf, painted dull. Looking up at the fated tree as it gently kisses the land’s cheek. The fated tree, sheds it’s leaves
Only one last breath he may breathe...
I feel him in me.
A bond with life - one with trees. Because I need them and they need me. There’s no other way we can be. But it’s beautiful,
Don’t you see?
Life and death, this cycle of being.
Mother Nature goes through devastating events. But she continues to be our beautiful, breathtaking quee
I got kicked out of where I was..
Those plastic hands threw me into this hollow, vacant hall like their trash.
Now every door I go pass, slams shut before I can even attempt to enter.
The last person slammed it on my fingers as I begged and fought to be let in.
As much as I wanted to sit in agony,
My feet kept going.
I kept going, With my aching hand in hand.
But I got so used to hearing doors slam
I fell in love with the music they created.
Down this long road of a
I make love to her mind
Before I lay hands on her body
They come to me for clarity For enlightenment
For a glimpse of truth
For a glimpse of love And I fulfill every need,
Trim their thorns and plant new seeds.
Influence them to believe,
Give them wings,
Stitch their wounds so they can’t bleed.
They thank me for setting them free,
With new eyes to see.
Then continue on their paths as they leave..
But what about me? #love #self #infinite #
Do you truly feel the sensation in my touch? A sensation that isn’t lust but gives a compelling feeling of trust You now have the ability to create your own stars from dust
Your own dust...
See & feel another perspective
Move with pain and joy as a collective
To get away from a world that moves with the deceptive nature of honest lies
Where does your honesty lie?
Under the thick layers of covers under which you hide
Amidst opinions of society you choose to abide by
There's time when I need to just forget the outside world Close my eyes
And focus on me, The inner me
With attention set on things I believe
Things I can achieve
I truly believe that’s anything: Creating the truest form of myself, A world of immeasurable wealth, A world with souls releasing love, A world with awareness that we're all one. A world where I feel happiness in my family & friend's hugs I sit in silence, to study the vibrance of my heartbeat Becoming vulnerable
I know you feel what I feel
That sun shining so bright within that we can’t conceal
Every moment seems surreal
I didn’t want to fall but your breeze was too strong
I didn’t want another rose to grow but seeds were planted
And you grew, purple Iris... Slowly unfold the beauty that you hold Guide me to Heaven from Earth
As you bloom, your eyes write a story untold
Now what is it worth.. This.. How can I hide this?
This energy created from a supernatural force much high
All we do is hide..
All we do is chase these thoughts..
We find so much joy in chasing these shadows along the ground
Even when there’s no sun around.
Where I’m lost I’m found.
But now so many get lost and don’t want to be found...
Who’s taking up your thoughts throughout the day?
Who’s in control of your thoughts throughout the day?
I hope the answer is you
Because no one else deserves to
No one else knows you
No one else can be you
So why let them?
Think of yo
I consider myself an owl that can see through darkness and disguise. It's a great thing until I become aware that my vision is best at far-sights
Anything too close is unclear to my eyes
But either way even with this vision the truth is hard to unveil..
My feathers are like magnets to those plastic hands that come close and seem so real
Those hands that don’t want anymore than to feel.
When flying at a distance, from my sight, they appeal.
But those hands appear soft &