Steady trying to find the feeling of euphoria
That kind
When the drug hits And it feels like my feet float off the ground
Then there’s a feeling of nothingness
But I’m trying to discover that as I’m sober #July
A sense of reverence opens the path for beauty to find us
The beauty of earth is the first beauty
Because landscapenis the first born of creation and was here for hundreds or millions of years without us
Perhaps we are here to only witness that and to name the secret presence of nature #July #Quote
I’m here driving and I constantly find myself wanting, searching, hoping I end up lost in a place far from home. Like a accidental trip down a rabbit hole.
Where I find healing amongst the trees in a place so deserted it’s seems like I’m the only person that air was to meant for. Where the birds sing the melodies I write too. Where the water splashes its waves just for me to hear and the sunlight paints a picture just for my eyes to see. Where the earth blooms just for me to
Honestly I feel like I’m all alone
I scream to make my voice heard but the only thing that comes out is silence
I’m being tug in every which way, please life pull a little harder til my limbs break
This shit on my back is gaining weight
The rocks their throwing are hitting a little harder
Leaving bruises that ache and leaves me asking how much further can I go
I’m losing hope
Despair in the air as I walk on this tightrope
Wondering if the next rock that hits me will knock m
July 10th, As I’m working on my writing I’m wondering how to write so glamorously
But I know that isn’t me nor is that how I want others to perceive me to be
I can’t get my mind off of you and all the things we can be
But in reality
I don’t know if those dreams will ever come into fruition
Yet I’m so in love with the fascination that comes when I daydream of our destination
All the “ifs” and “buts” can’t disintegrate the positive wonders that unveil in my subconscious brain
Imagine flying above the clouds at this very moment
No one is around
The only thing to hear is earths sound
With this blissful sunset all you see is God with his Sun slowly going to rest now
Wow- May be your first thought from down here looking up. The only thing I can imagine above the clouds is heaven Shine through beautiful fleeting light
Rest assured knowing you lived a good life
Dream peacefully knowing you treated every soul right
And pass the touch to a new type of li
I’ll write a quick poem for you
Idk what it is, I’m searching for clues
But I keep on having dreams of you
Maybe it was reading my book last night it made so many memories come through
It’s funny all those nightmare you had, they all came true
I know you don’t think of me anymore like I think of you.
And honestly maybe it’s cause you found someone new
That gave you feelings I could never produce
So while you’re happier with that someone new
I’m still waiting patiently hopi
Young man
Old soul
Keep going
I know it’s hard looking all around at all these people doing the same thing you’re doing now
Thinking how could you ever compare
But young man, someone with the same exact heartbeat as you is so rare
Actually it doesn’t exist
So create in this moment and don’t question this gift #July